just kidding. we’re always gonna be friends, but it’d still be cute if you followed my new blog. 

well i mean, now he knows what i really do every weekend. 

oh follow the other one too. right here.

i’m trying to start fresh so follow my new blog here. :)

let’s all just pretend to be happy & write off any kid who says their “depressed” as just going through some kind of stage, mkay. cause that’s totally ethical. despite all the cries they may be sending out to you for help, its obviously a better solution to just tell them to wait until the “stage” passes. makes total complete fucking sense, right? i mean, fuck the 4 and a half months they’ve been telling you how empty they feel. it’s just a stage. it can’t possibly be anything serious. so ignore them, it’s the best solution. 

does everyone hate me or something? like shit, i wanna hang out too. what the fuck.

this post is gonna be a little lame, just a forewarning. so anywho - i finally found something to look forward to regarding school: student council elections. i’ve got my entire campaign set up for senior class president. i’m hoping that people will understand how big of a passion this has become for me over the past 2 years. it’s more than just a class, it’s more than just something to do that looks good on college applications; student council is almost like a lifestyle. you see the school and the student body so different when you’re a part of it & i just pray that all the work i’m putting into this campaign pays off. i literally cannot imagine school without stuco. it’s one of the few things i ever have to keep me in that hellhole anymore. 

fears: obviously, i have a small fear of losing. its nothing overpowering, by any means, because let’s be real - elections are a huge popularity contest & the majority of our school knows exactly who i am. however, what if something goes wrong & i lose? the only issue i’d have with that is the fact that the two people running against me have never had any experience with student council before. senior president has so many responsibilities that i’ve been literally preparing almost all year for & if all the goals i had for the class of 2013 are taken from it, i think that would be my biggest heartbreak. 

motivations: the thing i know that will push me to win is my dedication. i’ve read over my entire plan/agenda for the week of campaigning and i almost want to cry at how friggin’ genius it is. i don’t think i could’ve come up with any better ways to make this class more excited about the possibility of me being their president. all the goals i’ve set for myself, which are ultimately for them; i just hope they understand how badly i want to make their last year great. that’s all i want. i hope it’s enough.

well, off to watch more skins & continue reblogging mindless shit. props if you read the whole thing. :) 

• watching skins
• doing nothing
• not eating
• painting my toenails
• riding my beach cruiser
• ignoring phone calls
• not speaking
• hating everything, more so than i ever have before
• being depressing as fuck, apparently